holiday tu maksudnya cuti ! :P

bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
assalamualaikum..

eheh..sem 3 dah lepas..
cuti sem 3 dah mula !! howyeahhh...ekekeke..
da nak masuk sem 4 dah ? hurmm..=='

pape je..haha..kbai.. :P

sedih !

bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
assalamualaikum..

hmm..sedih nye rasa hati !
salah aku ke ?
aigoo..tak tau nk buat mcm mana dah..
rasa x best duduk kat umah ni..
mane nak lari ?
 sedih ! :'(

I'm Breaking Down .

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

assalamualaikum w.b.t.

ni adalah salah satu artikel yg sangat me-motivate-kan diri saya :)

I'm Breaking Down. by ~ Ameen Misran

“Why do we fall, sir?” Alfred Pennyworth asked little Bruce Wayne. The little Mr. Wayne just continues on to cry, frightened of thousands of bats fiercely flying out of the cave he fell. Alfred just smiled to the son of once a very influential man in Gotham city. “We fall so that we might learn to pick ourselves up” Alfred said to him.

As we go through life’s road, we will face head on with threats and temptations of life. And these trials and tribulations will never stop weakening us from achieving our goals. Sometimes we manage to stand firm, sometimes we fall down to the ground.

Many people search for a saint path where weakness is zero. But I want to stress here, there is no such path, it’s impossible and it only leads to melancholy/misery/downhearted, whatever you may say it. This is because feeling downhearted is a natural phenomenon in our daily lives.

We fall or in other words break down or feel spiritually weak because we are human; as an English proverbs says ‘To err is human.’ Meaning that no one is perfect. Due to the incompleteness of human, we are prone to feeling weak as we are prone to injury.

We actually need to treat our ‘broken heart’ as a motivation for us to get back up again!

Here, I want to share with you that, even in times, I feel like breaking down.

Hope of standing up again!

What is the only hope for us to stand back up again?

To me, there’s nothing in the world that can help you rise from darkness except for the shining light of Iman to Allah.

How is our Iman?

Have we turned to Allah?

Have we texted Allah?

Have we called Allah?

Have we spent quality time with Allah?

Have we cried in front of Allah?

Have you made a special date with Allah?

This is the only light that will shine your path showing you where the exit of this dark cave is.

Allah and His promises

Iman is faith. So by being faithful to Allah, it will pull us back to a state of motivation. But Imanwill never promptly throw you out from being weak. Faith is just the foundation, it is our choice to choose it and use it or just let it be.

With Iman, all of Allah’s promises are guaranteed.

“ Thy Guardian-Lord hath not forsaken thee, nor is He displeased.” (Adh-Dhuha: 3)

That faith as the foundation, will call us to look back at the days we were strong, and we will surely ponder “Who was the one who gave me strength during those good times?”

“have we not expanded Thee Thy breast? – and removed from Thee Thy burden – The which did gall Thy back?-  and raised high the esteem (in which) Thou (art held)? – So, Verily, with every difficulty, there is relief: – Verily, with every difficulty there is relief. – Therefore, when Thou art free (from Thine immediate task), still labour hard, – and to Thy Lord turn (all) Thy attention.” (Alam Nasyrah: 1 – 8 )

If we focus our lens and do a macro screening, we will understand that “It is He who gave strength in every hardship we experience.”

But the next question is on us.

Either we want to stay on one spot or we want to change!

He, who has no one, has Allah!

I love a quote by Navaid Aziz ((He, who has no one, has Allah”.)) “He, who has no one, has Allah”.

Some may argue with me, if “He, who has no one, has Allah” but what about “He who has someone, doesn’t have Allah”?

If that’s the case, you’ve got it all wrong!

Let’s have a good look at this hadith narrated by Abu Hurairah:

“The Prophet said, “Allah says: ‘I am just as My slave thinks I am, (i.e. I am able to do for him what he thinks I can do for him) and I am with him if He remembers Me. If he remembers Me in himself, I too, remember him in Myself; and if he remembers Me in a group of people, I remember him in a group that is better than they; and if he comes one span nearer to Me, I go one cubit nearer to him; and if he comes one cubit nearer to Me, I go a distance of two outstretched arms nearer to him; and if he comes to Me walking, I go to him running.’ ” Bukhari :: Book 9 :: Volume 93 :: Hadith 502

In this hadith, Allah will remember us every time and there’s no mentioning in whatever the condition you are in!

Surely, it is not in a blink of an eye

Make that effort to change! Don’t let yourself be in vein!

If you fall stand back up again! Break the chain that restricts your gain!

It is not in a blink of an eye… Because you don’t want to change for a day, but until you die!

Don’t give up! Continue on to stand up!

Say: “O My servants who have transgressed against their souls! despair not of the Mercy of Allah. for Allah forgives all sins: for He is Oft-forgiving, Most Merciful.(Az-Zumar: 53)

Coz after every rainfall must come a rainbow 

My poem when I was Breaking down…

There was once a time when I was really feeling down, I wrote myself a poem to show my reluctance to change:

“Easier said than done”,
we always say this and that but everything seems to be gone!
“Well done is better than well said”,
but what’s the point on doing it? Are our sweats paid?

Do you think it’s that easy?
If you say so, go on, show that “easy-peasy”,
prove that your words are not just for show!

I’m feeling like breaking down,
I’m losing myself, really, I’m going down,
don’t say to me “Don’t give up”,
because saying that makes me really wanna give up!

If you guys have the guts, can you reply me a poem to say that I’m wrong? Can you? Do you dare? hehe

It’s not the end of the world. Time to stand up again!

The issue that I want to pin point here is how can we be alive again? Talking about weakness makes us weaker by the minute. I always answer that question with another question; why not we choose to be strong? Yeah, why do we always think of being weak when being strong is what we want? my teacher Sir Mohd Abdoh Zainal Abidin (MAZA) always said “Find 100 reasons to be strong and find 100 reasons not to be weak.”

When you feel weak, remember Henry Ford’s words “Failure is the opportunity to begin again, more intelligently.” When you fail, start again with a new will.

I’d like to share a quotation by Mus’ab bin Umair when his mother asked him to return to the religion of darkness. Mus’ab bin Umair said “Mother, even if you have 100 lives, and your lives are taken one by one, I will never leave this DEEN.” Masyallah. He never chose to fall but to live life to the fullest.

Last words from me, do not try to fall again once you have stand firm, Tim Duncan’s chant,“Good, better, best. Never let it rest. Until your good is better and your better is best.”

May ALLAH give strength in our road to seek for HIS LIGHT…

:)

truce :)

LET IT. GO  :)

ALBI NADAK : MY HEART CALLED YOU :)

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
assalamualaikum...

ALBI NADAK ~

lagu ni sedappppp sangat...sedih.. :'(
heart touching..huhu..
x percaya ? dengar la..
:)

Leek, ana milk leek
ta3ala 2arrab dommeni, ma7tag
eleek, o ro7i feek
ya 7ob 3omr ana 3omri kollo ha3yesho leek
hawak howa el 7aya,
wenta elly ana, ba3ashe2 hawa
kan 2albi monaah
agmal malak, yekoon ma3ah
yah 2albi nadak wetmanak teb2a enta wayaya
yah ba3d esneen sho2 wa 7aneen ala2eek hena ma3aya
yah dommeni leek, danta 7abibi 7ayaty leek
we 7a3eesh 3omri 3ashan 3ineek
wa 3omri fadak
x2
Eh, a7tag le eh
law kont ganby ma3aya daiman 2olly eh
ya dana min zaman
ma7tag le alb ye7ess beya o a7ess beek
hawak howa el 7aya,
wenta elly ana, ba3ashe2 hawa
kan 2albi mona
agmal malak, yekoon ma3a
yah 2albi nadak wetmanak teb2a enta wayaya
yah ba3d esneen sho2 wa 7aneen ala2eek hena ma3aya
yah dommeni leek, danta 7abibi 7ayaty leek
we 7a3eesh 3omri 3ashan 3ineek
wa 3omri fadak
x2

Translation:
For you, I belong to you
Come, approach, embrace me, I need you
For you, and my soul is in you
Hey love of my life, I will live my whole life for you
Your passion is life
And you are the one who I love his passion
My heart wish was
The most beautiful angel be with him
Oh my heart called you
And wished you to stay to be with me
Oh , after these years, longing and nostalgia
I found you here with me
Oh , hug me to you, you are my lover,
My life is for you
And I will live my whole life for your eyes
And my life is a sacrifice for you
(and my life is in your hands)
Oh my heart called you
And wished you to stay to be with me
Oh, after these years, longing and nostalgia
I found you here with me
Oh, hug me to you, you are my lover
My life is for you
And I will live my whole life for your eyes
And my life is a sacrifice for you
(and my life is in your hands)
What? What do I need?
If you were beside me, with me, always
Tell me, what?
Oh, from a long time ago,
I need a heart which can feel me and I can feel it
Your passion is life
And you are the one who I love his passion
My heart wish was
The most beautiful angel be with him
Oh my heart called you
And wished you to stay to be with me
Oh, after these years, longing and nostalgia
I found you here with me
Oh , hug me to you, you are my lover
My life is for you
And I will live my whole life for your eyes
And my life is a sacrifice for you
(and my life is in your hands)
Oh my heart called you
And wished you to stay to be with me
Oh, after these years, longing and nostalgia
I found you here with me
Oh, hug me to you, you are my lover
My life is for you
And I will live my whole life for your eyes
And my life is a sacrifice for you
(and my life is in your hands)

<3<3<3

KEGAGALAN YANG BERMAKNA :)

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
assalamualaikum...

ALHAMDULILLAH... : )

hari ni result keluar..hee :)
result x bagus pun....
tapi still..kena cakap Alhamdulillah.. : )
kalau x pernah merasa kegagalan..macam mana nak rasa kejayaan kan ?
kalau sentiasa berada di atas macam mana nak merasa berada di bawah ?
baru satu mira.. :)
kau pun da tau kan ada orang yang Allah uji lagi berat ?
kau pun tau kawan kakak senior kau accident a few more days before the examination..and yet dy x boleh amik langsung exam..dy xde result..dy kena repeat the whole semester..
same goes to your housemate..she had to repeat the whole semester..
wouldn't you be grateful and thank Allah ?
awak tu hanya ada satu je paper yang perlu di repeat..not the whole sem !
and in fact..awak dah buktikan yang awak boleh belajar sorg2..tapi better dgn kawan2..hee :)
sebab..awak lulus semua subjek yang awak study sorg2..hey..tahniah okey ?
fizik awak study dengan kawan..thanx to her of course..:)
not that dia ajar x oke..its just that question is hard..everyone said that..so no worries !
Alhamdulillah la kalau mereka lulus fizik..
happy for them of course.. :)
congratulations.. :)
jangan lah bandingkan kegagalan dgn kejayaan..
of course la rasa sakit..
semua orang akan rasa kegagalan tu..
its just about your time to feel it too..
hey..you have a wonderful parents you know ?
your father that congratulate you even though you failed one subject..
and your mom that scolded you..for not being focus in your studies..
what else do you want ?
say THANK YOU ALLAH : )
hee..teringat kak sabiha.."ni semua dunia ni ! DUNIA !" hehehe..dengan suara yang geram sangat2 tu.. :)
oohh..how I wish that I am in her arms right now.. :)
awak..Allah kata gagal fizik ni yang terbaik untuk awak buat masa ni.. :)
awak percaya kan ?
sungguh. hati jadi tenang kalau kita ingat Allah..
even ade rasa nak mencurah curah air mata ni.. :)
tapi still rasa sabar..sebab tau Allah ada dengan kita ..  :)
and thanks to pakcik maher zain :)
he kept telling me about HIM.. :)
awak..be strong.. :) allright ?

me says : ALHAMDULILLAH..INSYAALLAH.. :)

~TO ME~ BE STRONG ! ; )

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
assalamualaikum...


to amirah :
~let bygones be bygones~
~let's move forward towards future life~
~let's be more realistic~
~forget everything what u have done from the past~
~and try to forget every single thing of it~
~be brave~
~be strong~
~endure it~
~u don't know what u got in the future~
~whether it is with what or what~
~have faith in Allah~
~HE knows the best for you~
~please ! don't ever look back~
~please!~
~please!~
~please!~
~the time will arise with your best destiny~
~just go on with your life~
~and never look back~
~pray for the best~
~and try to be the very best~
~please try to achieve your dream~
~it is all about you !~
~PLEASE ! do ! have FAITH in the PLAN of ALLAH~

~only Allah knows who suits you perfectly~

~la tahzan~

^_^

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
assalamualaikum...

rasa itu..datang kembali..
rasa sedih....
semua rasa itu dulu..
tapi bagaikan tidak adil bila mengenangkan masa sekarang..
duhai hati..jauhkanlah perasaan itu daripadaku..

Ya Allah..kuatkanlah hati aku..amin...